I'm pretty sure I have to revert to the short apparently, entirely non-sensical posts:

I wish there was a tangible reward for being the person I am, or, at the very least, a punishment for not being the type of guy I am. I mean in some ways there's a punishment for being the type of person I am. Dammit. Read the any previous posts, particularly those from about 13 months ago, if you want further information on the 'oh woe is me because can't get the or any girl' idea.