DUDE, I'm freaking out. I'm on the edge of one of those 'hate the world' moments that last far longer than the typical moment. I feel myself getting angry over the smallest shit. It sucks. I already had a run-in with a door, and I won biotch, splintered wood and everything. Yeah hopefully no one notices the damage. I've been down on everything, especially myself, even more so than usual--insane, I know. God I need a surf, and a break from work, and I need to lose some weight and gain some muscle, a gf would be nice but a little more than I need. Oh you're kidding me.

I'm guessing today's political event had something to do with my current insanity.